It's been a while since I last wrote something on this blog, hasn't it? Well, I'm not going to lie; I've been a bit busy and haven't exactly been inspired to write anything lately! But that's okay! I'm sure that throughout this particular post I'll think of something to write about.
Ah! I thought of something!
I really do love blogging. It's been so long since I've sat down and actually written about myself or what's going on with my head. The last time I was taking blogging like this seriously was when I was 12 or 13 and everyone on the internet had a Xanga account. Back in those days, though, I didn't really have anything to write about but my small problems during middle school.
So, since I love blogging so much, I thought I'd finally share who my beloved is with this blog (even if nobody reads it.) Are you ready, my little friend?
This, ladies and gentlemen, is my love. He doesn't really look like that anymore since he cut his hair, but I love this picture, so this is the picture you get! I don't know if I want to tell you his name just yet, but here he is!
Some people might be thinking: "What the heck do you see in him?" And to this I answer: "HELLO? Are you blind? Do you not see what he looks like??"
I kid, of course. (Partially.) Believe it or not, looks are far, faaaar from the only reason that I am attracted to this kid. Out of all the guys I've ever dated, he's the only one I can be my absolute self around. I suppose it has to do with the fact that we are so alike to begin with, so when I'm myself, he doesn't judge. At all. I tell him all my secrets, my thoughts, my insecurities. He gets all my cheesy jokes and makes me feel secure when I have one of my stupid anxiety attacks. His personality is incredible. He's funny, he's sarcastic. He's not the kind of guy who will suffocate you with "lovey-dovey". In fact, I practically have to beg for affection sometimes, but that does not mean he lacks sensitivity! He hugs me at the exact right moments. He kisses me at the times I need him to the most. When I call him crying, he shows up at my door half an hour later. He surprises me with roses when he knows I've had a rough week. And not once do I have to tell him, "Why can't you be like her boyfriend?!" He is exactly what I've wanted for the past 18 years. It's like he can read me like a book. Everything I feel or think, he acts upon it positively. We can be so in sync with each other without ever saying anything. He is literally me in a male's body. I always heard it's a bad thing to date someone exactly like you, but it works for us. I'm not afraid to be me around him because I know he will always be himself around me.
Whenever I wake up to him in the morning, this incredible wave of emotions surges through my body and it's like I can't even explain it. What I feel for him is so different from what I've ever felt for anybody ever in my life before. And the fact that he feels the same way for me... sometimes I can't even fathom what I have in my life. To this day I still get the butterflies I got in the beginning of our relationship. That's never happened before. Usually I lose interest within a a month's time, but for him... my feelings for him grow stronger every day.
He makes me laugh. He makes me smile. He makes my face turn all variations of pinks and reds. Not only is he my boyfriend, but he is also my best friend. He is the most important person in my life, and I am thankful for him every single day. I can honestly say I don't know what I would do without him. He is my everything. I definitely will never give him up for anything. With him, I can honestly and truly say that I am happy.
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