First blog post from my new phone!

     Yes, you heard right people! Or, actually, read right! I now my hands on a beautiful new phone that I have well deserved! I am in love...

Excitement at a high right now!

     This beauuuuutiful phone is coming in the mail on Wednesday! Can you believe it!? After 2 years of suffering with my crappy current phone, I finally upgrade to this gorgeous little android! I can hardly wait!

Today,

     I have close to nothing to write about. My weekend, as usual, was a bit boring. Well, maybe except for yesterday. My boyfriend and I biked to our friend's house where we played board games for a few hours. After that we came back to my house and made pizza from scratch and watched a movie!

     Now, I have to tell you, it's been a while since I've actually used my bicycle. And now, well... it's a bit painful to sit for a long time, but it was definitely worth it! I rather enjoyed biking again, and I think it'll be my form of transportation from now on. (Until I get a car, of course. Can you believe it! I'm 18 years old and I still can't drive!)

     Now the only thing I'm looking forward to is tomorrow, which is the day I get to order my brand new phone! The one I have right now is driving me mental, so I'm very excited for my new phone! I'll take extra care of it, since it's actually going to be expensive...and I pray it doesn't end up dying on me like my current one is! Here's hopin'!

     Well, look at that! I did have something to write about today!

This is a title.

     I was going to write yesterday about my obsessions with weddings, but I got interrupted by a friend who needed makeup advice (I won't say who!) so my surge of passion for the blog post was unfortunately lost. But! There is hope!

     I realized I have nothing exactly to write about. Sure, this is my personal blog that I will treat as some kind of diary, but I want a blog with a purpose! So, I've decided on something, something that will keep secret from this blog and my friends (except for the one that knows) until it is perfect!

The List. (#1)

- A mop
- A toaster
- A broom
- A microwave
- Bathroom rugs

     That, my friends, is a list. A list of what, you ask? Well, not everyone knows this... but since I can officially confide all my secrets into this blog, I'll spill the beans of independence. Yes, that's right, independence. I'm getting ready to move out!

     Where to, you ask yet again? I don't care. It could be that cute little studio on 2nd street or that lovely 4 bedroom 2 story house on St Louis avenue. To make a long story short, I am moving in with my boyfriend. And from now on, on every Tuesday I will list 5 things I need to make sure to bring with me/buy for my new home. Now, I'm not exactly sure if I'm moving in with just him...or if we're doing that thing where his whole family (minus his dad) moves to another house and invites me to live with them (I'll explain that later). All I know is that it's only a matter of time before I get to leave the hell hole I'm living in now and I get to wake up to him every morning.

     I bet you are curious about who my dearly beloved is (oh, come on, you know you are!) but, too bad! I'll keep him a mystery for a while longer! Unless, of course, you're someone that knows me personally, then in that case you already know my significant other. And if that's the case, I'd very much appreciate it if you kept it a secret from my little sanctuary blog!

I don't know where to start.

     I realized that I should set myself to actually commit to something I won't give up in a matter of weeks. I also  realize I'm not good at that, but here's hopin'. Besides my boyfriend, I really don't have anybody to confide in...and I admit there are certain things I can't even tell my boyfriend.

     So, I decided to create a blog. And this blog will be like a passageway to my mind. I can't deny that I'm a bit off the trail of normality, and sometimes I'm so caught up in my head I forget I live in reality--so this should help me keep my priorities straight and to satisfy my need to run away from the real world. I'll write all my thoughts, my secrets, my desires in this little blog and hopefully within time I can go back to each entry and remember what I was thinking that day.

     I don't know if I'm ready to share everything that goes on in my mind to the world yet...that is unless somebody stumbles upon it. But for now, this'll be my little sanctuary. A place where I can say whatever, whenever, with no penalties or consequences for it. It'll be a place where I can feel safe within my own mind, because there are definitely times I even question my own thoughts. It'll be a new adventure on the road to figuring out who I am; a brand new chapter in my life.